Look at How People Treat Others…
Saturday, November 14th, 2009
I’m going over a friends house to watch a movie and have dinner. I’ve been getting out. Still in back and forth moods. Today is a “missing SAH” mood I guess. It’s been mostly a “pissed off never want to see him again mood” for a while.
LB, his cybersex friend, is still going through a hard time. I’m trying to be supportive, but sometimes it’s really hard because she seems to think that my situation is less than hers. Yeah – SAH told her that they were going to move in together and get married, but I try to tell her that he lied to her. They never even met. I on the other hand live in the same town as him, we did numerous things together. Everything around me is a constant reminder of the good times we had. The other thing is that she doesn’t want to be pissed at SAH over any of this, she keeps defending him or she just wants to blame TL – SAH’s now wife. I’ve told her – it wasn’t TL who fucked you over and lied to you, she just went along with what SAH was telling her. SAH told TL that LB was a pyscho who he used to have phone sex with and that she wouldn’t leave him alone. I didn’t tell this to LB – although I did tell her that he used her for phone sex and that he made her out to be the bad guy to TL, just like he made me to be the bad guy to everyone. (more…)
